Tuesday 8 January 2013

Rostdanmi?:)

Har qanday holatda, chuqur va zamirida aniq maqsdalar yotgan harakat bugunga kelib shunchaki shakli ommalashib, shamoyili borgan sari yo'qolib borayotgandek go'yo. Nimadir qilish uchun maqsad emas, balki qilindimi - qilindi qabilida ish tutish juda ommalashdi. Aslida bu bilan kimnidir aldayotgan bo'lsak, bu alaoqibat faqat o'zimiz ekani esa esdan chiqib qolmayotganmikin..

Saturday 5 January 2013

Thoughts in the margin

All of us, sooner or later come to the point in our lives when something extraordinary happens and we realize all the relationships we have been in and the people we allowed to walk into our lives and indulge themselves with abundance of our heart-felt feelings and child-like purity were not what we thought they were. They were all wrong.. At least most of them. But this is only the beginning of what I call, a personality switch, that hits most of us as we enter the world of post 20s.. Is this the end or the beginning of our real values unfolding before our eyes as we grow old? Or rather, oldER.. This is where I have a problem with an age-old philosophy of ageing - that tends to claim we are supposed to get slower, blinder and less ambitious. My counter-argument to that is almost the same as another age-old approach which says practice makes perfect. I wonder what happens when alongside our tendency to hone our skills and capabilities to earn, collect, increase and destroy - we also hone our ability to build, improve and constantly revive our inborn wish for ... feeling good and wanting to do more and more of it to others. Everyday. Really. Every single day.